When I come home at night after having finished my London escorts shift, I have really had enough of porn and sex. I need to take my head out of gear and focus on something else. The same thing goes for my days off from cheap escorts in London. I really do need a break from what I normally do. Speaking to other escorts that I work with in London, they very much feel the same way as I do. They really do appreciate a break.
The problem is my boyfriend. Ever since we first met, he has had this thing about porn. I realised it as soon as I met him. It is my own fault that I got involved in the relationship. To be honest, I thought that I would be able to handle it, but know that I have bitten off more than I can chew if you know what I mean. As a matter of fact, I am sure that one of the reasons he likes to go out with me is because I work for a cheap escorts in London agency. From what I can tell, he is completely fascinated by me and other London escorts.
Whenever I come home from my London escorts shift, my boyfriend is there watching porn or trying to upload his own porn videos. So far, he has not been able to rope me or any of my London escorts friends into his porn habit. Instead he spends his time in front of the computer creating animated porn. I must admit that he is really good at it, but at the end of the day, it is his only hobby. As it is the only thing that he does, I think it has started to screw with his mind.
The other day when I suggested that we try to arrange a bit of a holiday for us abroad, he suggested that we go to an adults only resort. He wanted to check out the action he said and find out if anybody would be willing to star in his sleazy movies. I am sure that there are plenty of young girls who dream of becoming porn stars who would like to contribute but it is not for me. I think that staring in one of my boyfriend’s porn movies could seriously damage my London escorts career.
Anyway, all of this has been going on for a very long time and I have got used to it. Does that mean I am willing to accept it? No, I am not willing to accept it. London escorts and my boyfriend’s porn movie habit is a pretty lethal combination. I just feel that everything in our relationship is about porn and sex. When I sit down and think about it, they are the only two things that we have in common. It is a shame as he is a nice guy, but I really do need to move on. No matter what he says or tries to reassure me, I have this feeling that he only wants to be together with me because I work for a London escorts agency.